Wednesday, September 30, 2009

That's ME :)

At work you provide stability and can maintain organization. Your ability to handle details and to work hard make you the backbone of many organizations. You believe that work comes before play, even if you must work overtime to complete the job.

In love you are serious and tend to have traditional, conservative views of both love and marriage. You want a mate who can work along with you, building a secure, predictable life together. You demonstrate love and affection through the practical things you do for your loved ones.

In childhood you wanted to follow the rules and regulations of the school. You understood and respected authority and was comfortable with academic routine. You were the easiest of all types of children to adapt to the educational system.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Clear Expectations

Now i have clear expectations for the one i want to share my life with, it would be great if he has the below attributes, yet some compromises may take place which depends on the emotional bank account ( compromises will be to a certain extent):


Loving
Caring
Express his emotions
Take my opinion into consideration (doesn't over-rule)
Mosh 7eshary ( mosh bey7ot mana7'ero alzay alzalouma fe kol 7aga)
Calm not nervous
Cheerful not depressed & negative all the way
Cultured in terms of reading, listening to music & interested in culture in general
Agile: open to change & accepts new ideas
Religious: prays regularly ( Rabena fe 7ayatoh)
Equal to my financial & social standards
Responsible
Honest & never lie
Emotional, not rationale 99.9%
Determined & has a mission in life
Respectable: respects himself & others ( including ppl's feelings)
Extrovert
Has passion
Moderate age difference
Physically fit ( mosh kersh we 7arakat)

Thursday, August 06, 2009

Rhyme

My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife,
Marrying you screwed up my life.

I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming.

Kind, intelligent, loving and hot;
This describes everything you are not.

I thought that I could love no other --
that is until I met your brother.

Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.

I want to feel your sweet embrace;
But don't take that paper bag off your face.

I love your smile, your face, and your eyes --
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!

My love, you take my breath away.
What have you stepped in to smell this way?

My feelings for you no words can tell,
Except for maybe “'Go to hell.”'

What inspired this amorous rhyme?
Two parts tequila, one part lime.

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste COULD IT BE WORSE?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.


Song for Coldplay

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Just Me

Mixed emotions of joy & anticipation we shewayet confusion

Cycling, Capaccuino & 4 Seasons are just perfect 4 fixing my mood :)

Monday, July 27, 2009

Meday2a

Why do people make fun of my feelings? I really hate it when people tell me Oh Yousra, you are very emotional!!! Should I be a 100% logical and rationale person?! I can be, but not all the time.

And then he comes & tell me next time you come and complain about something i will tell u as we tell Mariam bent 2o7'ty 2a7's 3aliky ya tarabiza we nedrabhalek, howa dah elenty 3ayzah??!!

How can someone make fun of others feelings like that? This does not mean being rationale and logical, it means that this person is extremely uncaring and unthoughtful of others feelings.

Ana meday2a awiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Sunday, July 19, 2009

إمتي الزمان يسمح يا جميل؟

"Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.”

"Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.”

You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.

"No man is worth your tears, but once you find one that is, he won't make you cry

Sunday, July 05, 2009

ساعة لقلبك

حموده : أسخنلك السلطة يا حبيبي

Friday, June 26, 2009

فرحا بشئ ما

فرحا بشيء ما
محمود درويش - فلسطين
فرحا بشيء ما خفيٍّ، كنْت أَحتضن
الصباح بقوَّة الإنشاد، أَمشي واثقا
بخطايَ، أَمشي واثقا برؤايَ،
وَحْي مايناديني: تعال! كأنَّه إيماءة سحريَّة
ٌ،وكأنه حلْم ترجَّل كي يدربني علي أَسراره
،فأكون سيِّدَ نجمتي في الليل... معتمداعلي لغتي.
أَنا حلْمي أنا. أنا أمّ أمِّي
في الرؤي، وأَبو أَبي، وابني أَنا
.فرحا بشيء ما خفيٍّ، كان يحملني
علي آلاته الوتريِّة الإنشاد . يَصْقلني
ويصقلني كماس أَميرة شرقية
ما لم يغَنَّ الآنفي هذا الصباح
فلن يغَنٌيأَعطنا، يا حبّ، فَيْضَكَ كلَّه لنخوض
حرب العاطفيين الشريفةَ، فالمناخ ملائم
،والشمس تشحذ في الصباح سلاحن
ا،يا حبُّ! لا هدفٌ لنا إلا الهزيمةَ فيحروبك.
. فانتصرْ أَنت انتصرْ، واسمعْ
مديحك من ضحاياكَ: انتصر! سَلِمَت
ْيداك! وَعدْ إلينا خاسرين... وسالما!
فرحا بشيء ما خفيٍّ، كنت أَمشي
حالما بقصيدة زرقاء من سطرين، منسطرين...
عن فرح خفيف الوزن،مرئيٍّ وسرِّيٍّ معا
مَنْ لا يحبّ الآن،في هذا الصباح،
فلن يحبَّ!

Saturday, June 06, 2009

مواطن كنباوي

نفسي أبطل عادة سهر يوم الجمعة و النوم 12 ساعه فأصحي يوم السبت دماغي مضروبة في الخلاط ، أفضل متنحه و مش مركزة و لا قادره أتحرك من علي الكنبة و أصبح مواطنه كنباوية ( مأنتخة علي الكنبة و ماسكه في الريموت أتفرج علي أي حاجه

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Plz stop pushing

بجد أنا صعبانه عليا نفسي أوي، هو ليه محدش فاهمني، مهو أنا مش وحشة أوي كده ، هو ليه لما بشوف حد زعلان و هو حلف بالعظيم أنه زعلان، لما يتعصب أروح أقوله المفروض مكنتش تتصرف كده، يا أما أتقبل أن الشخص ده زعلان و ممكن يتعصب يا بصراحه أقوله أنا مش طالبه معايا دلوقتي و خلاص، لكن فكرة النكد رايح جاي ديه مش فهماهه
يا رب أفرجها من عندك

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Journey of Misery

I really hate her. No further changes will take place. She became out of control, a truly miserable person, has such a negative energy & attitude. Saying i am all her bad deeds he2he2, let her say whatever she wants. She has never been satisfied, so i am just being an excuse for her to be disatisfied. I hateeeeeee her. May God give me patience to stand what she is doing, because if i reached the point of no return, i will either shout at her face or i will run out of what is called home.

I think i have to start planning having my own home. Why should i stay with her?! No point, no gain. What an awful person? May this story end with her or my death? I am dam sure, if i died she will not care. When did she care for me or my feelings??? I can't remember, she has the ego, pride , that she can never admit being wrong, always thinking win-lose, by no means she thinks win-win. Why should the other party win while she has the option to win and let the other person lose, that’s her way of life, she is the only correct person, no one is as good as her or her nasty friends. Silly & stuborn creature.

Until her death, she will never feel that she was wrong & will never know how precious her kid was.

But, i hope she feels when she stands infront of God, when he asks her:” why she has been that cruel, awful, unkind, & aggressive?”

What she will say is " I was doing the right thing, behaving my kid?

But God will tell her she should have followed decent & nice way to express her opinion.

She will have nothing to say & her kid will not forgive her.

But God will tell the kid how about entering paradise and having a gorgeous villa, next to Prophet.Joseph's villa, conditional of taking your mum with you?

She will accept, telling God let us enter Paradise together , but be located in two very different areas where i will never see her again at Paradise.

God agrees to the proposal and it was the last time to see her mum, after a long journey of continous pain & suffer.

When will her journey of misery end???????!!!!!!

Monday, May 18, 2009

أوف هم و أنزاح، علي فكره مش لازم الواحده تبلع العريس بكوباية مايه عشان تتجوز

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Corporate Athelete

Core Values:
1. Have faith in God
2. Balance: Work life balance
3. Happiness: Live happily & bring happiness to others without waiting for return
4. Courage: Say the truth, never be shy, have a point & present it sa7
5. Freedom: freedom of choice

Being a Corporate Athelete, i want to do the following:
1. 45 minutes walking
2. Daily exercise
3. Sunnat al3esha we alzohr
4. Daily reading Quran ( 1page)
5. Stop Complaining
6. A sip of water every 10 minutes

Take aways:
1. Mat2alebsh fe alsa7lab keteer :)
2.Be focused, mosh 2ay focus, let it be Laser focus
3. Have passion & thinking positively
4. Have faith & purpose in life
5. Be physically fit
6. Osiliation - No pain No gain - effort & recovery
7. Multi-tasking means no extra-ordinary task
8.Full capacity is a result of continous training, take it gradually
9.Walk the talk, lama t2ol kelma 7'alik 2adaha we 7'alik gada3

People I love or/& like or/& respect

1. Mona A.: An x- colleague ( an amazing character- very pure & cheerful)
2. Ramy T.: Colleague ( very cheerful, always smiling & very professional)
3. Basil k.: colleague ( professional awi, agmad MS&P as we all tell him)
4. Dimah J.: very nice & sweat, love all ppl & everyone likes her
5. Ibrahim M.: veryyyyyy kind, in America these days, i hope he feels better when he is back
6. Yamsina: my best friend, very kind & sweat, my closest friend, if i feel bad, definitely she will feel & call me
7.Nahloulty & Noha ( two sweat, nice & kind sisters)
8. Rana, Hanyia, Malak, Omnya, Mariam, Jana, Janah : my sweat adorable kids @the mosque
9. Naglaa: Allah yer7amha
10: Mahmouha: a second edition of myself
11. Emoz: my sweatheart
12. Hoobz: my best friend, katem asrarr almalek
13. elNaw: i know law 2a7tagt 7aga, he will be there for me
14. koko: my young bro.
15.Ousha: kanet 7aga tany 2abl ma tet2ahel ( meno llah ba2a) sa7bet algomla alshahera altarkeba alnesbaya ltabi7' almolo7'aya
16. Mahmoud: Security man @GS, tayeb awi, he looks more presentable than the engineers @ the co.
17. Aly: The marketing guy of Bonux nadafa re7a tawfeer
18. Amal: My coiffeuse
19. Gougou: my mentor
20. Bassem: my x-manager, fenak ya mesatetny
21. Ebo & Abu: Yo man :)
22. Haga Souma: Mo7afezty
23.gelgel, shlouby & idriss: banat alsho3'l
24. Hoda, Eman, Hana, we kaman Heba, Marwa, Neveene, Safa, May, we kaman Mai, we Marwa 3, Nervana, Ms. Amal, Ms. Dina, Ms. Naglaa, Yasmine, Naglaa....: banat almasged
25.Fiqi: our brand manager, tayeb awi & cares 4 ppl awi
26. Henawy: the Charity guy
27. Mirvat: my uncle's wife, Lebanese, gamila tab3an we dema3'ha 7elwa awi, hadya gedan & chooses her wars ( heya dih alsetat)
28. Sedikoz: GS managing director, so religious begad, mosh kalam laken 2af3al
29. Nadia: book discussion team leader , respects everyone's opinion
30. Neveene: was my best friend at school & college, after marriage kal3ada 2a7'tefa2at
31. Nihad & Nivine: colleagues @ GS
32. Noha T.: gamila awi bas etgawezt gawaza Rabena ye3afena
33. Camel, Timour, Rou: PTP coordinators
34. Yasmine B. A good friend whom i knew while doing my masters
35. Sima3in: an x-colleague, tayeb we gada3
36. Dr. Imam: i used to work for @AUC
37.Dr. Hanan: Students Affairs head @ AUC
38. My sister & her two kids ( Leila & Sara)
39. Abdel Wahab Metaw3 & Khairy Ramadan: the writers of bab algom3a
40. Dr. Omar Abdelkafy, Amr Khaled, Moez Masoud: aldo3ah
41. Dr. Nosayba: a writer of a religious educational program
42. Omar El Sherif
43. Fayrouz
44. Karim
45. Anyone who works for " WAVE" store
46. Most of Diwan bookstore - Zamalek -employees
47. Ahmed Zaki: Allah yer7amo
48.Na3'am Masry team
49. Wael Kheidr - guitarist @ Flamenca band
50. Tamer Hamed: F&HC Tier II & III Category Leader
51. Assem: dayman beydeny leban :)
52. Ahmed: My sister's husband, 3a2el we hady, i like to take his opinion when it comes to cricital issues
53. Ghada: My dentist
54. Nerro: a member at BDT, classy awi
55. Khaled GS: dayman beys2al 3ala, & always says " Yousra enty 2o7'ty" :)
56. Hitler: apart from WWII, he has such a charisma ( mon fadlokom balash atshetem)
57. Steven Covey: the writer of " 7 Habits of Highly Effective People" it is a fantastic book
58. Barak Obama: His book is amazing, reflects his way of thinking ( how organized & inspiring this guy is )
59. Aly: he proposed to me long ago we sa7eb 2amad gomla ( ana 3ayez 2ad7'ol algana 3ashan 2a7asesh)

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Socializing & forecasting

After 14 months working for P&G; today is the first day for me to feel like staying at work because i like to be there.

Finally, i am having friends whom i like to chat with. Today, i had coffee with Sholoby, lunch with gelgel, talked with Moga about a broken heart, arranged for Moga's birthday.

Socializing beside forecasting :)

Monday, May 11, 2009

"You are one of the most amazing girls I have ever met" that's what i was told :) I was wondering am i having issues?! why did he tell me "I love you" and i want u close to me after his engagement by four days !!!!!! Why did he tell me" I can't live without you, i will do anything to be together & then returned back to say we shouldn't be that close. Why ?! Why?! Why?!

I am extremely confused, why is it all happening to me, definitely i am part of the problem & no one ever told me we were not meant to be together because of you, because you are..... all said the same: you are amazing, enty mosh 3arfa enty eih,....

am becoming mad :(

Saturday, April 04, 2009

فبكي

جاتلي رسالة " إجتماع عاجل" ذهبت لأعرف أن نشاط تحفيظ القران توقف !!!! لم أستطيع أن أصدق ، ليه أنا بقالي 8 سنوات كل أسبوع بروح أحفظ الأطفال و من قبلها بسنتين بروح أحفظ في مسجد تاني، فعلا مش عارفه حياتي ممكنن تكون عامله ازاي من غير بناتي البدرسهم، دول أجمل حاجه في حياتي، بحس إني بعمل تأثير، هم بيحبوني و أنا بحبهم جدا ، تحفيظ الأطفال مش بس باب لدخول الجنة و تقرب إلي الله ده كمان شعور إن الواحد أعد مع أطفال حياتهم بسيطه و أقل حاجه بتفرحهم، و جانب تاني بيعوضوا المدرسات اللي لسه متجوزوش بعاطفة الأمومة.
كان اجتماع النهارده بيبلغوا الأهالي و المدرسين أن النشاط وقف، فأخد المسئول الميكرفون و قال بشكر المدرسين و بدأ يعيط يا إلهي هو ممكن أشوف راجل بيعيط قدام مئات الأهالي و مدرسينه عشان وقفوا نشاط لتحفيظ القران ، هو ممكن أصلا المسئول بتاعنا يعيط، ده كان الرجل المستحيل، و كمل اليوم بأن مراته أنهارت و أغم عليها و إحنا كمدرسات جزء أعد يعيط أو نزل عليه حاله تتنيح و الجزء التاني مش مصدق و بيقول هنكمل
في كل الأحوال الموضوع مأساوي بالنسبه إلي لأن زي ما قلت 8 سنين بتروح نفس المكان أسبوعيا حاجه صعب أوي أن الواحد يتقبلها
مشكلة التعود فعلا أصعب كتير من مشكلة الحب
إنك تحب حد ممكن تنساه بس عشان تبدأ تتعود أنه مش هيكلمك كل يوم قبل ما تنام أصعب
يا رب يكون كابوس و أفوق منه و أروح المسجد الجمعة الجايه و أشوف بناتي

Saturday, March 21, 2009

البسبوسة

أحلي بسبوسة أكلتها امبارح ، كنا راكبين في عربية تويوتا يتاعة خالي" أتوبيس خاص" خالي كان عازمنا علي الغدا فجبت بسبوسة في السكة، خلصنا غدا بسرعة و كنا لازم نمشي عشان رايحين عزاء في الإسكندرية ( رايحين و راجعين في نفس اليوم) فخالي قال يلا هاتوا البسبوسة معاكم ناكلها في العربية ، خالي كان عايش في كندا 15 سنه و بيشتغل في الجامعة الأمريكية فدماغه كويسة ، المهم ركبنا العربية و شوية لاقيت مراة خالي مطالعه العلبة و معالق بلاستيك و كل واحد بدأ ياكل من العلبة ، كانت أحلي بسبوسة أكلتها
حلوه الدنيا لما بتكون براحتك مع الناس مش قلقان هيقولوا اية عليك و لا هما بيفسروا تصرفاتك بطريقة غلط

Thursday, March 19, 2009

What's my nature?

I am "The Psychiatrist". I take the problems of others with me wherever you go. In my spare time I try to think of some way to resolve the dilemmas of my friends. I have an attraction to those who are in need and I feel that I always have to contribute in some way to make those around me like me. The respect of others is important to me.

I took the Facebook quiz & the result is very true, that's me :)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

النهارده لعبت كوره

النهارده رحت ألعب كورة ، كنت مبسوطه جدا و أنا بلعب و بجري . نسيت أخد معايا بنطلون فأخدت بنطلون زيادة كان مع واحد معانا ، طبعا مش بعرف ألعب كورة بس كنت فرحانة أوي و أنا بجري في الملعب ، بس روحت البيت زعلانة عشان مكنتش عارفه ألعب فالفريق التاني كان بياخد مني الكورة دايما ، بس كنت بعرف اوقف الكورة، نفسي أبطل أكون شخصية باحثه دائما عن المثالية لأن ده بيرهق أعصابي جدا و بحس إني فاشلة لو عملت غلطة صغيره

Saturday, March 14, 2009

صدمات متتالية 3

الو إزيك
حلوه
و أنت؟... و أديها ساعتين من الرغي المتواصل، أي كلام في الفراغ
و شوية يقولي تقبلي تتجوزي واحد .... كل مواصفاته هووه ... شوية يكلمني كل يوم و يقول هعمل أي حاجه عشان أكون معاكي... و أسبوع كده و يختفي أسأله مالك ؟ يرد كان في واحده و الموضوع فكس... طاب بتبهدلوا بنات الناس معاكو ليه؟؟؟
حبه يغطس و يظهر تاني و إتصالات متتالية يوميا و بعد كده أسئلة من نوعية أنت ليه مش عايزه تتجوزي عريس صالوناتي؟
أرد : ماليش نفس
يقولي بس ليه عايز أعرف
أقوله يا نبيه أصل في واحد تاني
بكل غباء يرد: هو في حد تاني في حياتك
اه يا محترم
يقولي طاب عايزين نتكلم في الموضوع ده
ثم أغلق الهاتف و لم يعاود الإتصال.....
يلا أنت الخسران

صدمات متتالية 2

قال إية عايز يغديني بره
يا سيدي مش بخرج مع واحد لوحدي
لو مش عايزه خلاص
أه خلاص، قول لأخويا و نخرج
أل إيه أعد يفسحني أنا و أخويا و يجبلي في ايس كريم و حركات
و إذ بي أوفوجئ إن اسم النبي حارصه هيخطب و يكلمني يقولي مش تقوليلي مبروك يا عريس
مبروك طبعا ، اللي أخدته الأرعه تخده أم الشعور
و أتاري طلع كان بيفسحني و هو مصاحب و بعد كده خطب أنتيمت صاحبته ( حاجه كده سمك لبن تمر هندي

صدمات متتالية 1

هو ممكن نكون لسه قريبين من بعض أوي كده ، يعني أحلم بيك و أنت لابس اللي علي الحبل و شكلك منور و حليوه و لما أكون هرفع السماعة أكلمك أكتشف أنك خطبت، كنت مبسوط في الحلم عشان تاني يوم رايح تخطب، بس هو أنا مكنتش لابسه أسود ليه في الحلم ؟؟
يلا ربنا يسعدك بس الصراحه مش من قلبي

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Things that make me happy

Things that make me happy:
1. Driving my car on an empty road & listening to my lovely mp3 songs
2. Receiving gifts
3. Talking & playing with the little kids whom i teach
4. Eating ice-cream " Galaxy" or Basken Robbins " Caramel & vanillia"
5. Playing with Loza & Sasa ( Leila & Sara)
6. Buying something new
7. Watching movies in the cinema
8. Reading an interesting book
9. Playing guitar
10. Knowing new people
11. Participating in social activities & doing any charity activity
12. Looking to my eyes in the mirror ( i like my eyes colour :)
13. Walking
14. Bringing happiness to people
15. Walking in the rain
16. Taking an initiative at work & applying new ideas
17. Listening to music & attending concerts
18. Drinking Cappacunio Caramel flavour
19. Passing-by a friend with my car & doing anything together
20. Attending katb ketab 2a7aby, on average i attend katb ketab every month
21. Putting Perfume, any Dior is perfect for me
22. Losing weight
23. Wearing white golden ring in my right hand
24. Sleeping
25. Flowers
26. Watching & playing a good football game
27. Travelling to a new place
28. Reading a book infront of the sea
29. Eating lollipops & jelly cola
30. Listening to albernameg almoseky on radio