بعد متابعة أحمد حراره و علاء عبد الفتاح مش أقدره أبص في وش أشباه الرجال الأعرفهم و أحب أقولهم يا ريت تسترجلوا و تكون عندكم أخلاق الرجولة من شهامة و إحساس بالمسئولية، شوفتوا التواضع و احترام الأخر و الثبات علي الموقف و تحديد الهدف و الجهاد لتحقيقه

قلة الأدب و قلة الذوق ديه مشكلة عند صنف الرجاله، الفاكرين نفسهم فاهمين كل حاجه و عارفين كل حاجه و هم أصلا لا يفقهوا شئ في البرسيم
احترام الأخر و خصوصا النساء بيدل علي أن الراجل ده محترم لكن طبعا لأن الرجاله التبقوا من 6 أكتوبر يا ماتوا 25 يباير يا أما في محمد محمود فمش غريبه أن الواحد يقابل كل هذا الكم من الانحطاط

Today

Two things that i was wanted to do for long happened:

1. I joined TM Party. Yupppppiiii
2. Found out a moderate religious lesson at Alazhar Mosque

At last, i will start weekly religious lessons and be political activist :)

Introvert

Yes, i feel energized by being alone and my energy gets drained by being around other people.

I do enjoy thinking, exploring my thoughts and feelings.

After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, need time alone to "recharge."

Being alone, it is not, by itself, a sign of depression. It means either a need to regain energy from being around people or interested in having time to be with own thoughts.


Introvert has conversations generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.

ازاي كل لما أحتاج لك ألاقيك أو بمعني أصح أنت موجود دايما في الوقت الصح ؟!!!

How can i fix my mood that easily!!! :)

Omar Khayrat Sarseeb + Fresh fries + Sunday Caramel = Happiness & Joy

Thanks 2 U :)

زهقانة و ارفانة و مخنوقة :((((((( مش عايزة أكلم حد

wala intuitive wala 7aga :((((( aiwa i have to lose confidence in this side of my character :( 3aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Am i really intuitive?  Almost lost confidence :)

Women

Women are the source of sorrow in life. If you look at any problem, the root cause will definitely be a woman. In the streets, the worst drivers are women. Problems at work is caused by them. Family relations are cut due to their foolishness.

I believe that after women reach 50years old, they need to leave their families and stay in a retirement center whereby they will kill each other and peace takes place in life.

I hate being with women, especially old ones,i can't tolerate

You simply made my day :)

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Respected or Loved?! Which do you choose? Would you rather be a respectable person or a sweet loving and loved one?

Choose any but never be neither

Priorities after Ramadan

1. Continue the political readings, sessions and following through
2. Back to memorizing quran
3. Fitness ..hop wa7ed etnen
4. Parlez vous Francais, comme les oiseaux :)
5. Oil Painting is my next career.. ya fanan.. pipe bas law sama7tom
6. Social activities.. Ya Rab efta7 3alaya

Ya Rab

Begad we mosh hezar we be7a2 we 7a2e2 ana 7asa eno kefaya, mosh 2adra, 3ayza arta7, mata7'odne 3andak, ana 3andy 7osn zan billah we 2akeed henak harta7

Allahoma 2arzokny 7osn al7'atema

Disappointment

3ala fekra ba2a ana seme3t ely et2al we howa fe3lan kalam shaware3 :( elmostawa mosh 3agebny we dih moshkilet en lama 7ad mosh mota7'ases yetkalem fe area mosh daresha kewyes :( disappointed

fe elbeit

howa leih kol lama bad7'ol elbeit we ma3a wegoud sha7's mo3ayan i keep on making a sound: ezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz and saying to myself " enty fashla" enty fashla" enty fashlaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

Deep inside i believe that i am a big loser though nothing proves so, i have been one of the top students, a top talent in my company, talented in most of my hobbies, beloved by many ppl, but family would continue to be a key cornerstone in one's life who would either give him/her self confidence or let him feel eno loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Addiction to TED talks :) :) :) :) :)

Chasing a dentist

Chasing a dentist for a whole week and finally today i have been to :)

Thanks ya Ramy for getting me the phone numbers of manyyyyy dentists, though i ended-up visiting my own doctor

Never thought that i will be restless all night awaiting my visit to a dentist

Egypt is full of idiot doctors

Doc: you have sousaaaa 2orayeba awi men el3asab, bas hane7shy elders
Youya: tab ya doc
Doc: tab ne3mel el7ashw be 300LE wala 1500LE
Youya: your call, i understand nothing about teeth
Doc: tab yalla Chinese be 300LE
Youya: Yalla bena

3 months later ....
Youya: 3aaaaaaaaaaaaaa awful pain ya doc
Doc: root canal, mafesh 7al, i am not specialist, go to doc...

Chasing the specialist for a whole week

And finally i visited the doctor today :)

elbalad dih ma2sah... aked 3osour elgaheleya kanet akram lel2ensan men el7ena fih

Waiting

Are you really there? Looking for me? Awaiting my presence to put a smile on my face? Looking for me to travel together? fish together? paint together? Are you waiting for someone to share your life with?

Yes am here :) and waiting for you and would be delighted to share my life with you, put a smile on your face too, am learning how to paint now so that i draw your picture, learning how to cook too, you will like the Italian cuisine which i believe is the best " PASTA" , we will be traveling to wherever the place you choose, i like traveling too :) we will be visiting Brazil, Mexico, Spain, Italy, South Africa,...

My soul-mate each one of us has been looking for the other, soooooooon we will be together, let's cross our hands and pray

You 2

Now i know that you didn't have any sense of manhood, you were selfish and cared only for yourself. Though i have tried to be as flexible as i could be, yet you didn't appreciate it.

Do you know what does it mean for a lady to know before getting married that she won't be having kids and still continues to be in a relation. It means only one thing is that she cares for this person more than anything in this entire life. However, the return was lack of care and humility.

elestehbal we eleste3bat enak shofteny we tedawar weshak dah ma3nah 7aga wa7da " ilet adam we tarbeya". Oh my God! How did i accept this even for a while?!! Yalla menak lellah , mosh mesam7akkkkkkkk 3ala kol el3amalto ma3aya

To You

Welcome back to my lovely blog, my free space where i write all my thoughts as they come out. Many unrelated topics that i want to write about:
1. Yes, you will be having a baby soon, i don't know why i feel & dream of your life that happens to be true
2. Miss you a lot as a dear friend, whom i wanted to contact several times but couldn't because i am almost sure that you don't want to contact me because the last time we connected i had terrible problems ... kicked out of home ....
3. Can we be friends again? it took me sooooooo long to get convinced that we really won't be together:) how long 5-6 years :) :) :)
4. You are really an amazing character, am so happy that you are living happily after getting married, i read all your posts and never get bored, i promised you before that i will keep on hearing and reading your writing endlessly
5. Keep it up and continue being positive, you changed to the better so keep going dear