Plz stop pushing

بجد أنا صعبانه عليا نفسي أوي، هو ليه محدش فاهمني، مهو أنا مش وحشة أوي كده ، هو ليه لما بشوف حد زعلان و هو حلف بالعظيم أنه زعلان، لما يتعصب أروح أقوله المفروض مكنتش تتصرف كده، يا أما أتقبل أن الشخص ده زعلان و ممكن يتعصب يا بصراحه أقوله أنا مش طالبه معايا دلوقتي و خلاص، لكن فكرة النكد رايح جاي ديه مش فهماهه

يا رب أفرجها من عندك

Journey of Misery

I really hate her. No further changes will take place. She became out of control, a truly miserable person, has such a negative energy & attitude. Saying i am all her bad deeds he2he2, let her say whatever she wants. She has never been satisfied, so i am just being an excuse for her to be disatisfied. I hateeeeeee her. May God give me patience to stand what she is doing, because if i reached the point of no return, i will either shout at her face or i will run out of what is called home.

I think i have to start planning having my own home. Why should i stay with her?! No point, no gain. What an awful person? May this story end with her or my death? I am dam sure, if i died she will not care. When did she care for me or my feelings??? I can't remember, she has the ego, pride , that she can never admit being wrong, always thinking win-lose, by no means she thinks win-win. Why should the other party win while she has the option to win and let the other person lose, that’s her way of life, she is the only correct person, no one is as good as her or her nasty friends. Silly & stuborn creature.

Until her death, she will never feel that she was wrong & will never know how precious her kid was.

But, i hope she feels when she stands infront of God, when he asks her:” why she has been that cruel, awful, unkind, & aggressive?”

What she will say is " I was doing the right thing, behaving my kid?

But God will tell her she should have followed decent & nice way to express her opinion.

She will have nothing to say & her kid will not forgive her.

But God will tell the kid how about entering paradise and having a gorgeous villa, next to Prophet.Joseph's villa, conditional of taking your mum with you?

She will accept, telling God let us enter Paradise together , but be located in two very different areas where i will never see her again at Paradise.

God agrees to the proposal and it was the last time to see her mum, after a long journey of continous pain & suffer.

When will her journey of misery end???????!!!!!!

أوف هم و أنزاح، علي فكره مش لازم الواحده تبلع العريس بكوباية مايه عشان تتجوز

Corporate Athelete

Core Values:
1. Have faith in God
2. Balance: Work life balance
3. Happiness: Live happily & bring happiness to others without waiting for return
4. Courage: Say the truth, never be shy, have a point & present it sa7
5. Freedom: freedom of choice

Being a Corporate Athelete, i want to do the following:
1. 45 minutes walking
2. Daily exercise
3. Sunnat al3esha we alzohr
4. Daily reading Quran ( 1page)
5. Stop Complaining
6. A sip of water every 10 minutes

Take aways:
1. Mat2alebsh fe alsa7lab keteer :)
2.Be focused, mosh 2ay focus, let it be Laser focus
3. Have passion & thinking positively
4. Have faith & purpose in life
5. Be physically fit
6. Osiliation - No pain No gain - effort & recovery
7. Multi-tasking means no extra-ordinary task
8.Full capacity is a result of continous training, take it gradually
9.Walk the talk, lama t2ol kelma 7'alik 2adaha we 7'alik gada3

People I love or/& like or/& respect

1. Mona A.: An x- colleague ( an amazing character- very pure & cheerful)
2. Ramy T.: Colleague ( very cheerful, always smiling & very professional)
3. Basil k.: colleague ( professional awi, agmad MS&P as we all tell him)
4. Dimah J.: very nice & sweat, love all ppl & everyone likes her
5. Ibrahim M.: veryyyyyy kind, in America these days, i hope he feels better when he is back
6. Yamsina: my best friend, very kind & sweat, my closest friend, if i feel bad, definitely she will feel & call me
7.Nahloulty & Noha ( two sweat, nice & kind sisters)
8. Rana, Hanyia, Malak, Omnya, Mariam, Jana, Janah : my sweat adorable kids @the mosque
9. Naglaa: Allah yer7amha
10: Mahmouha: a second edition of myself
11. Emoz: my sweatheart
12. Hoobz: my best friend, katem asrarr almalek
13. elNaw: i know law 2a7tagt 7aga, he will be there for me
14. koko: my young bro.
15.Ousha: kanet 7aga tany 2abl ma tet2ahel ( meno llah ba2a) sa7bet algomla alshahera altarkeba alnesbaya ltabi7' almolo7'aya
16. Mahmoud: Security man @GS, tayeb awi, he looks more presentable than the engineers @ the co.
17. Aly: The marketing guy of Bonux nadafa re7a tawfeer
18. Amal: My coiffeuse
19. Gougou: my mentor
20. Bassem: my x-manager, fenak ya mesatetny
21. Ebo & Abu: Yo man :)
22. Haga Souma: Mo7afezty
23.gelgel, shlouby & idriss: banat alsho3'l
24. Hoda, Eman, Hana, we kaman Heba, Marwa, Neveene, Safa, May, we kaman Mai, we Marwa 3, Nervana, Ms. Amal, Ms. Dina, Ms. Naglaa, Yasmine, Naglaa....: banat almasged
25.Fiqi: our brand manager, tayeb awi & cares 4 ppl awi
26. Henawy: the Charity guy
27. Mirvat: my uncle's wife, Lebanese, gamila tab3an we dema3'ha 7elwa awi, hadya gedan & chooses her wars ( heya dih alsetat)
28. Sedikoz: GS managing director, so religious begad, mosh kalam laken 2af3al
29. Nadia: book discussion team leader , respects everyone's opinion
30. Neveene: was my best friend at school & college, after marriage kal3ada 2a7'tefa2at
31. Nihad & Nivine: colleagues @ GS
32. Noha T.: gamila awi bas etgawezt gawaza Rabena ye3afena
33. Camel, Timour, Rou: PTP coordinators
34. Yasmine B. A good friend whom i knew while doing my masters
35. Sima3in: an x-colleague, tayeb we gada3
36. Dr. Imam: i used to work for @AUC
37.Dr. Hanan: Students Affairs head @ AUC
38. My sister & her two kids ( Leila & Sara)
39. Abdel Wahab Metaw3 & Khairy Ramadan: the writers of bab algom3a
40. Dr. Omar Abdelkafy, Amr Khaled, Moez Masoud: aldo3ah
41. Dr. Nosayba: a writer of a religious educational program
42. Omar El Sherif
43. Fayrouz
44. Karim
45. Anyone who works for " WAVE" store
46. Most of Diwan bookstore - Zamalek -employees
47. Ahmed Zaki: Allah yer7amo
48.Na3'am Masry team
49. Wael Kheidr - guitarist @ Flamenca band
50. Tamer Hamed: F&HC Tier II & III Category Leader
51. Assem: dayman beydeny leban :)
52. Ahmed: My sister's husband, 3a2el we hady, i like to take his opinion when it comes to cricital issues
53. Ghada: My dentist
54. Nerro: a member at BDT, classy awi
55. Khaled GS: dayman beys2al 3ala, & always says " Yousra enty 2o7'ty" :)
56. Hitler: apart from WWII, he has such a charisma ( mon fadlokom balash atshetem)
57. Steven Covey: the writer of " 7 Habits of Highly Effective People" it is a fantastic book
58. Barak Obama: His book is amazing, reflects his way of thinking ( how organized & inspiring this guy is )
59. Aly: he proposed to me long ago we sa7eb 2amad gomla ( ana 3ayez 2ad7'ol algana 3ashan 2a7asesh)

Socializing & forecasting

After 14 months working for P&G; today is the first day for me to feel like staying at work because i like to be there.

Finally, i am having friends whom i like to chat with. Today, i had coffee with Sholoby, lunch with gelgel, talked with Moga about a broken heart, arranged for Moga's birthday.

Socializing beside forecasting :)

"You are one of the most amazing girls I have ever met" that's what i was told :) I was wondering am i having issues?! why did he tell me "I love you" and i want u close to me after his engagement by four days !!!!!! Why did he tell me" I can't live without you, i will do anything to be together & then returned back to say we shouldn't be that close. Why ?! Why?! Why?!

I am extremely confused, why is it all happening to me, definitely i am part of the problem & no one ever told me we were not meant to be together because of you, because you are..... all said the same: you are amazing, enty mosh 3arfa enty eih,....

am becoming mad :(